980. Occurrence on Oct 96.
Hello Brothers and Sisters,
I could use some more prayer cover. I have no idea what is going on in the spirit world right now, but I was under a great attack from the enemy tonight. The attack was getting stronger and stronger as the clock ticked. It is 10 PM (PST) right now. It got so bad, I had to excuse myself, and leave the Portuguese Bible study. I sensed, I was going to be taken out by the devil. I prayed all the way home, but once I entered my house the spiritual attack left instantly. I can still sense the evil forces outside my house, but for some reason I am safe inside my house. A very strange occurrence. This ministry must be doing something right for such STRONG FORCE to hit. I can sense the battle outside with spiritual bombs landing all over the place, but in my house I sense safety. Very, very strange.
Praise you Lord, and THANK YOU! For I know, I would of fallen tonight if you had not come to my rescue, but please do not cut it so close next time. Thank you again, and don't forget the finances here, I hate to keep asking you, but the devil can still take this ministry out; if you do not supply very soon. And another thing, could you please take some of this pressure off me. For I am at the END of my physical and spiritual strength again. My body is telling me IT IS DYING from the pressure. And that Sword is so heavy! I told you; You should of picked a stronger person. Do you remember, when I said wasn't a strong person? I feel like I am down, but not out. And why do you push me so hard? Did you forget I am only your secretary? I do LOVE YOU, and forgive me for my negative thoughts; for I am - so tired. Amen.